Les vacances...

Its time to kick off the shoes and put up my feet...as in its holiday time.The time of the year every student looks forward to, awaits with a whole heart and in the end gets BoRed when theres actually nothing to do...ok i dunno abt everyone...but this happens to mee always. I await for my exams to get over, and seriously look forward to doing nothing, BuT i always get bored when i actually have nothing substantial to do...i bet its something coz of the hectic life i have just before hols spring up. Anyways, its holiday time and i have a schedule for it...so that i make the most of my free time.I am planning to go for my pre-dip in french, followed by some latin dance class at stretch.The remaining time is going to be spent going for an out-of-town wedding, a well deserved relaxation trip to mahbi/panchi...and a trip to one of those mumbai amusement parks{thanks to my colg ppl..}Now, looking at all of the above, one may think i am pretty busy....but trust mee this is the tip of the iceberg...i have loads to do everyday including watching tv, catching up wid old friends, going shopping, updating blog,etc,etc...However i dunno how much will materialise...

im loving it!

I was practically living on tea, tea and more tea. Ive had soo many cups that my taste buds don't even recognize the hot fluid any more... yup it was exam time alright! After going thru staying up the nights for funny colg pprs with abbr.~ BFM, LSD....its was time to stay up for uni pprs with equally funny abbr. ~BBC, CNN,CTC,...and no we don't have NDTV ok!!
Although i cannot say that my pprs went good, coz majority of them are subjective and ToTally depend of the examiner's mood....i can say that i could have done better.
Leaving aside the MMS syndrome, i want to write and dedicate this blog to all my friends who do not like :
a} studying for exams
b} giving exams
c} getting results.
When desperate friends ask mee to explain the "necessity" of having these tests, i actually have been dumbfounded. Then ive been explained that There is no point just judging by the means of marks which are obtained by cramming/mugging and vomiting right?...wheres the actual learning curve?, etc, etc....
But the only thing i want to say is that exams are a way of life in our country... all of us have got to accept that and give them...No EScape route!!. Our lives and our parents lives are engulfed by this exam-phenomenon.We plan fun holidays around it, weddings are organised keeping these schedules in minds and leaves are arranged by working parents to coincide around their child boards.
Howmuchever one may hAte it, it does not matter.There is no choice right??...is there? So there is no point in cribbing...
I write all this inspite of being known as an exam-cribber.But I've learnt it now: Give the exams with the right attitude and those horrible days fly past.The more one cribs, the more difficult it gets for them to get thru....
SO Smile ppl,WE loVE exams, isnt it!!

Jeepers Creepers..its Fd13!!

Its Friday,the 13th. Reminds mee of the terribly unwatchable movie...but i wont dwell into that. I'm writing this blog for all my friends who believe in "Bad luck bestowed on this day". Well, i actually don't believe that bad things happen only on this day , it can happen on any fricking day !!heheh...however if u belong to my school of thought, u may wonder" why only Friday the 13th???"...and not Tuesday the 23rd??"...Well, theres some gruel history attached to this date. All u ppl who enjoy Dan Browns,or Micheal Crichtons.....must know all abt it, but for those who are less informed....here it goes...
During the dark middle ages, the Knights of Templar, who were the guardians of the catholic faith against the increasingly spreading Islam, were slaughtered in mass numbers by the devout catholic priests, on the order of the reigning king as they were known to posses some dark anti-church information. Sad, don't u think....u kill for them and then u get killed by them!Anyways, a letter was sent to all the churches in Europe and a date...yes Friday the 13th, 1313...was decided was the day for the complete annihilation of the now perverse Knights. It is believed that they were tricked,caught, tied and burnt alive in groups in front of villagers. This sight, was later passed from generation to generation, by word-of-mouth technique, as being an unlucky day for the do-ers of good....and Hence Friday the 13th is feared by many...
However in today's world, i have rarely met people who are aware of the true myth attached to this date...they just think of the day as unlucky.Well it was unlucky....but only for those unfortunate knights...and not for us common "non do-ers of good"!The Knights have ceased to exist...but the myth of their valour and misfortune remains...Now have they ceased to exist for sure?...the question remains...

my refuge...

Listening to some of my favorite music i write this blog...inspiration flows through mee,i feel blissful and content, but i guess this only comes because im listening to great music!...otherwise my world is fultoo whacked as of now...i have exams for which we had very lil time to prep for, in exactly 24 hrs...whoa what am i doin online i ask myself, but even before the question is asked i know the answer...i love being online, i think of it as a high,an escape from one reality to another...its like being on lsd or something,no wonder when i have nothing to do i land up spending my creativity or what lil of it i am supposed to have on this outlet of mine....in short GOD bless this blogosphere, my sanity in this totally insane world of ours...n i welcome all of u to my refuge!

The debacle..

Life does not consist of perfect endings...ppl who believe in the "happily ever after" stuff are merely fooling their selves to believe!
How can one live the perfect live??...who decides whats perfect btw??...and even if u live correctly, fulfill all moral n social obligations possible, u will still feel unaccomplished.I guess that's the reason why we have been brought here...to live this life and keep trying to make it perfect...however,there is no perfect...now, what a disappointment!
Speaking of perfection, which i know is hard to define... what if ppl live imperfect lives and still feel happy??...does this situ ever exist in our humane society??...so what if i missed something which was imp to someone else...so what if i dislike someone who i am expected to like...am i allowed to be happy???
That is not left in my hands...its for them to decide! Plz excuse my inquisitive nature...its in mee to ask questions ...i guess thats what I've learnt from this seemingly superb gift...its unanswering nature!
Maybe death brings in its wake something to behold??...can we learn something from this "ceasing to exist state"??...maybe somethings need not be answered now... maybe there will be a right time , place ,occasion to bombard all my questions....and maybe just maybe there will be someone with enough of patience to answer all of them till i believe...